The Smile ...

Emotions can be momentarily hidden with a smile. Fake it, until you indeed make it. A motto successfully used, knowing, it almost always works out.

I feel...

1. It's warm outside, I feel gross.
2. I feel disgusting, sad, angry and impatient.
3. I'm tired.
4. I choose to sit, but am restless.
5. No energy, drive or ambition.
6. Wanting to curl up and read a book - none "feel" like the right choice.
7. Must appreciate this day, it's the only one I have right now.
8. Feelings of guilt for being such a suckie baby.
9. Over-thinking everything!
10. Goals - feed people, do dishes, wash clothing, bathe...breathe through my mouth ( that way I can refer to my pathetic state of a human species as a "mouth-breather").
11. Am smiling now.
12. Humour, smiling until I can feel that smile from within.
13. Thirteen thoughts like donuts, a baker's dozen, except - less sweet, full of holes, and not great for the hips ;)

The End...