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Under 12 to 41 and 9 Months!

2012-01-25T08:36:00.006-06:00

Unedited, uncut, rumblings from my tumblings!

Under 12, sink or swim. Do or avoid. Play. Worry about dying. Play some more. Sing loud and proud. Worry more. Homework. Spelling tests. Best friend. Grandma's shopping days! Puppies! Babysitting. Birthday parties, Christmas, Easter, Halloween, Valentine's Day, yippee! You want. You earn money to get. You're happy. Chores. Lessons. Family. Grandma and grandpa's cottage. Camping. FEARLESS! Why do we have to die?FUN! Laughing! Almost peeing your pants! Oops, peeing your pants from laughter! Crazy, insanity! Wanting to be a mommy when I grow up!

Blessed.

*

In your teens you're invincible and know a lot, about almost everything, people (adults) just don't, "get it". Worry, stress, selfish. School, skipping, tests. More tests. So many tests! Friends. Choices. COPIOUS CHOICES. Wrong choices. Awesome choices. Part time job(s). Money. SHOPPING! Parties. Boys. Scads of boys!!! No need for sleep. Make up. Hair. Nicely dressed. Not confident. Scared. Faking it. Wanting to feel wanted. Needing to be needed. Motherly. Goals. Desires. Questioning. Awaiting... Crying. Tears. It hurts so much, I am going to die! Happy times. Looking. Scouting out. Afraid to show..be vulnerable. Fun with friends. Alone in crowds. Am going to be a mommy! For every negative there are MANY positives.

Blessed.

*

In your twenties you realize your parents did care. How did they not kill you, after all you were that obnoxious child?! But you will do BETTER! Different lessons, your children will be amazing being cos you know what to do. Overly confident. Changing patterns. Survival. Strong. Full of self. Learning. Growing up (finally). 'Getting it'. Maternal. Wifely. Enjoyment. Frustrating. Doable. Controversy. Doing what you 'think' is best. Not knowing the difference between thinking and knowing. Goals. Loving mother. Caring. Tired. No sleep, need sleep. Giving. Always there for everyone. No time for self, doing, going, being, carrying on.. Change is inevitable! Love is a choice. Material objects prove success. Overly emotional. Can you die from this? I want someone who treats me special.I want/I need/. Not too serious, create fun..Find fun. Naps. Sweating, ew, not cool. Conserving energy. Kids NEVER STOP! Loving being a mommy! Positively content. Tries, repeats, tries again. Compassionate.

Blessed.

*

Thirties roll around, wow your parents aren't as selfish and mean as thought. It's not how you raise children, it's about children being..children :) Mid Thirties, you begin to question 'material objects', look for greater love, depth in every day things. Overly filled with this 'meaning of life' often find Buddhism has the 'answers'..After all it's all about self evolution, self love, being kind, doing kind..Can't sleep, would love to sleep. Trust is earned, respect given, HUGE DIFFERENCE. Friends, we don't need a phone book full of names; a few good ones is all you need. Less is more. The need to find what you are, who you want to be. Realizing you fuck up. Learning, always learning..Developing self. Selfish. Making time to cultivate what you need. Emotionally charged! Not wanting to 'waste' a day of nothing. So much to do. So many places to go, see, experience. FORGETTING TO BREATHE! No one has died from it before! I am a goddess. I am wonderful. Deal with it.Demanding, perhaps slightly. Courageous. I know I am who I have been searching for all along. Sharing. Absolute silliness. Fun! Occasional napping is a luxury. Sweating..LOVE THIS FEELING! Need to create energy; don't stop! Being a mommy is THE BEST thing and or person I have ever imagined being! Positive thoughts, awesome choices..Does. Does again.Do or do not. There is no try. Caring & loving.

Blessed.

*

Forties. You are a complete dumb ass. Kind is as kind does. There is no deep hidden message; it's always been as it was as a child, "BE NICE TO EACH OTHER". Your body begins to react differently and you hold on tooth and nail, because you're not even half 'done' yet! People's 'positive postings' annoy you, after all it's all common sense. And dumb ass drivers almost cause you a coronary..don't they know they can break too? Drugs HELP YOU SLEEP. Finally. Sleep..some days. UGH! Sweaty mess. Changing sopping wet night shirts... You love more than you ever thought your heart was capable. Change. Always changing. Goals. Constant carrot dangling in-front of your daily proceedings. Simplicity. Less is more, but now MINIMAL is apparently where it's all at. more time with family. knowing you have everything you need, wanting to share with others, again, more. Smiling makes your heart sing. Better days. Less tears. Acceptance. Stability. Calmness. GO HARD OR GO HOME. Complete non feeling guilty stress free days, EMBRACED! Do what you can, when you can. Breathe deeply. Knowing it probably won't kill me. But it also may.I enjoy making people laugh and smile. I like that. I like me. I'd do me ;) Partnership. Laughing often. Silly. Goofy. FUN! If I nap I won't sleep at night, mentality. Oy! Fitness sweating ROCKS! Why do I have to sweat when sleeping too, geez! Energizing self in waaay too early mornings just so that you CAN keep going all day. Being a mom is thankfully, forever. Being a Nana becomes even more than what a human mind is capable of believing, until experienced. No regrets. Positive thoughts. Being real, sucking it up, and lots of icing!!! Do or do not. There is still no fucking try! Caring, loving and allowing...

Blessed.

*

Give me the strength to carry on,
with a cupcake in hand,
learning, loving and living!!!!
WW xo

Skinny Bitches

2012-01-24T15:55:00.001-06:00

I see this and yes, I agree.
I also see this and am reminded of a quote from a lady who owns a pair of those AMAZING SHOES...
~ Fitness, if it came in a bottle, everybody would have a great body. ~ *Cher*

What I want to express is this, YES YOU ARE YOU, AMAZING, WONDERFUL YOU!
Got it.
I also see women who push beyond everything and obtain something very few of us will; mind over body excluding any remote thought of limitations.
I am equally proud of these woman in their hard-worked bodies :)
In a perfect life where EVERYONE is wonderful, even skinny bitches ;) ROFL!
OVER AND OUT,
WW :)

Little Wee Bug

2011-12-04T19:08:00.010-06:00

Me: is, broadly, a state of completeness and flawlessness.
Hee hee...

And you tell the truth and nothing but the truth?
SEE!
Exactly :)

Where the hell have I been?
ANSWER: Facebook, don't cha know, it's where the "cool kids" chill!

Why are you back, slumming it with us?
ANSWER: Checked my Yahoo account, saw a posted comment from Doom and wowzers, it's been a while :)

Too busy for us?
ANSWER: I am grateful for having a full, action packed lifestyle. Who the hell are you? Anyhoo..

Besides being a Nana, Mom, Wife, Esthetician, Fitness Instructor, Personal Trainer, Barista Goddess; I, also joined Muay Thai! What a work out! I punch, kick, develop totally cool bruises! It's three nights a week and combined with my 2 hour classes taught twice a week, all 5 weekdays are complete.

I do try to get out for a run a few times each week also.
Weekends are spent with family :) I had the cable disconnected, again, because we just do not need television.

I get tired. I rest. Then I remember how LUCKY I am and get my ass moving more!

MOTTO: HARDER! FASTER! MORE!

PS. What was that silly notion of "moderation" being a key or something?
Pffft, move it or you WILL lose it!

Be kind to each other, or, I will in every likely-hood, CUT YOU!

Hugs,
WW xo

I miss you!
ANSWER: Join facebook and become an elite like moi!!!!

Grandbaby Girl // Nana Weekend Date!
Breakfast time; see it runs in the family, we're UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY MORNING PEOPLE!! Yeehaw!!!

Weekend Bliss

2011-07-26T12:16:00.004-06:00

Above: Kayleigh watching the puppies & smiling for Nana :)

Self realization:
My life is about being a Goddess/Wife/Mother/Nana..
And the rest really isn't worth mentioning :P

Below: Kayleigh loving Tito, she has the most awesome giggles!

Tada!

2011-07-10T19:29:00.008-06:00

Dear Friends,

I have become an insane, all consuming, buyer of adorable baby girl "stuff", wrapped up in unconditional love, Nana. I am currently creating a "running album" for my grandchild, she has completed two runs so far.

Kayleigh Wonder Woman (she was named after me) has reached a part of my soul I always knew existed, yet oddly hadn't experienced.

Being a Nana is..fucking unbelievably amazing :)

My life has changed a lot.
Yet it remains pretty much the same.

I am happy :)

I am pretty sure it doesn't get better ~ I am thankful for my family xo

Peace,
WW xo

PS. She LOVES ice cream. Not to brag or anything, but I LOVE ICE CREAM TOO!

I Found Me!

2011-07-07T16:17:00.002-06:00

More on that later...

WW :)

PS. Yippeeeeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2011-01-31T20:06:00.009-06:00

Mere moments after being brought into the world,
my heart,
once again,
knows what love is...

~Kayleigh Dee ~

Beautiful, adorable, precious, totally, undeniably in love, beyond any normal human emotion; my grand daughter is perfect!

I AM A NANA!!!!

Don't Know What SHE Wants?

2011-01-17T16:35:00.007-06:00

Let me issue you a reading assignment. A chick reading lesson, or a "real man's man" challenge ;)

Honest beans, the character, leading man in this novel beats his wife and I FELT FOR HIM. Yeah, I know. Fucking nuts.

The book, Outlander.

A sensational series, I am assured. I am on the second one. Purchased the third. And yet again, I begin to understand why men and women dance together...

How we aren't meant to understand each other all the time and forever, but to hold ultimate respect for one another is truly vital.

Vital for the relationship.
Detrimental for survival.
A need to outlast all other stimuli around us, a partnership.
Selfless Love.

A single man, a gentleman with a few extra minutes or just someone wanting to see how a "real" man behaves.. read away!

PS. Real man = fictional character; whoa, he's a little piece of why I LOVE being a woman. And reading these books remind me it's okay to be a chick, totally :)

Wonder Woman, mmmmm...

Love is...

2011-01-09T11:46:00.006-06:00

True Love.
Real Love.
Love.
Unconditional loving Love.
Withstanding ALL, Love.
LOVE!

Loving, something I do, knowing my heart may break. Totally incapable of not allowing love through, I love with my eyes squeezed tightly shut. Even more of a struggle, recognizing others & their love for me. A giant leap of faith. To empower - to struggle - is to gain the enveloping existence of.. being fully, aware and alive! Yes, this IS love.

...
A strapping young man, embracing me with all of his physical strength, allowing himself to be comforted by me, his mother, affirming what I can feel, "Mommy I love you."

...
A girl with tears in her eyes, mentioning how she wants to be as good of a mom as I was to her. As tears fall down her face, around her cute as a button nose, manages to squeaks out, "Thank you; I love you Mom."

...
A 6'4" son, rounding his lean slender body in for a hug, from his mom, me again, utters as gently as his arms embrace me, a soft, "I love you momma."

The little girl who throws darts at you through her stare after a confrontation, then a few hours later, passing you in the hall, tenderly reminds you, "Mom, I love ya."

...
My husband implying to me, expressing through words, how much he loves me.
"I love you a lot."~"I love you so much."~" I couldn't love you more."~"My honey I love you very much."

Several times a day.

A sleepy, going to work kiss and, "I love you lover."
A text during the day, "I LOVE YOU SO FRICKING MUCH!"
A home coming hug with an, "I love you very much."
To endless night time gestures and words.
PRICELESS.
...

Love expressed differently. Wording not the same; however equal. Love without expression, I couldn't imagine that world; I am apart of an utopia which I have created.
Beautiful.
Encompassing.
Gracious and saving.

Bless you all.

LOVE,
WW :)

PS. And food IS love.
Hahahahaha..

Family = Christmas

2010-12-25T21:55:00.003-06:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Love & Hugs,
WW
xo xo xo xo

Do I Whine Too Much?

2010-12-23T09:21:00.002-06:00

Hmm, I do not wine too much; however do I whine too much when blogging?

I hope not. I vent. It's like my online journal. Hence the lack of need for opinions. I think.

Eeeek, now I am wondering.

Worrying.

Oh brother!

Shazam!

Love ~ Hugs ~ Kisses
WW xo

Bubble Wrap

2010-12-20T18:34:00.002-06:00

Bubble wrap fun..

It's loud. Annoying. Fun. Addictive.

Thanks goes out to MMA Warehouse for bubble wrapping their shipment to me over this holiday season.

"POP!!!!"
Back to your program...

WW xo

Yes

2010-12-20T10:51:00.005-06:00

Yes, "The time has come; To talk of other things. Of shoes and ships and sealing wax. Of cabbages and kings. And why the sea is boiling hot. And whether pigs have wings..."

Christmas is 5 sleeps from today.

My Christmas blues have arrived in full force today.

Well, at least I made it THIS far, THIS long, THIS year. It's definitely my personal best. And I am not even happy about it. Perhaps a little.
Sheesh.

I have eyebrows this year (don't ask, and if you know me well enough, you don't have to..) I am working through "it" as we do, as grown adults. The issue, being molested on Christmas. And Christmas arrives every year. I get sad every year. Not mad, not full of revenge not even a tiny bit angry, just a deep sadness. It's all good. Just my reminder of how wonderful and happy every other day is for me, a treasure in itself :)

So, I put on my big girl panties. I let myself tear when needed, but not for too long. Cos, I need to be out and about, doing..believing..hugging..and loving even more during the holiday season. I am immeasurably fortunate to be here with a superb loving family and friends. And with eyebrows this year! Crazy stuff, does happen ;)

The countdown. The smiling faces. The happiness and kindness. Being calm and again loving with my whole heart. It happens every year. Christmas is almost here - enjoy!

Ho, Ho, Ho..
Wonder Woman xo

PS. Admirable people say captivating things to me, yet another commendable human being in my world loving me as I need to be loved, " Your optimistic outlook on things melts my heart love. I'm glad you still have eyebrows :) "
Few words = much love and warmth.

Amen xo

You're a Douche

2010-12-15T17:43:00.004-06:00

One of my favorites, and it makes me smile.
Yay@smiling!!!!

Don't F@ck With Me B-Word!

2010-12-14T07:40:00.016-06:00

Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death.

~ Omar Bradley

Situations arise in everyone's lives every once and a while and sometimes it's a bit tricky how to handle them .. fairly. If there is truly a "fair" way.

I have a situation. I have choices to make. It's not pretty. This someone would get fired and possibly sued. The someone is my daughter's boyfriend's mom. Nice, eh?

I am a black and white person. It's illegal or not illegal. It's right or wrong. I am a straight shooter, which I am sure you get, if you read my blog, ever.
Therefore, to be true, honest, just, fair, is a yes/no dealio ...
I am who I am and I like me - so neener if ya don't :p

A person with authority, authoritative rights, power .. have a certain responsibility to not be corrupt and walk over that fine line, regardless of their "feelings".

IE: My son once asked me if I would turn him in for marijuana if I became a police officer (kids love to play the "what if" game). I answered truthfully. Yes. Yes, I would. It's illegal. Don't flaunt it in front of an officer of the law, you will get fined. The end.

He had a pretty good idea of my moral / ethical side. Do I agree with the law? No, not always. Do I have to? Nope. If I disagree strongly, I need to stand up for what I believe to true, honest, just, fair :) Or lay back and let shit happen as it will happen. Oh lookie, another black/white, yes/no, do or not way of thinking..

Years ago I was presented with a great opportunity when a "what if" question was asked to me. A "what if" question from a taller than myself, pissed right off at me, teenage boy being raised by a single parent mother.
The question was "What would you do if I hit you right now?"..

He was yelling, and towering over me. I KNEW THIS WAS A CRITICAL opportunity. I want the best for my children and with that RESPONSIBILITY is so flicking huge.

I looked up at him, in a calm voice (from deep within my soul I found that calm woman) and said sternly serious, "I would phone the police."

My son was befuddled and then retorted weirdly quizzical yet still quite angry, "You would do that to your own son?"

I, again, answered, "You would hit your own mom?"

The end. A lesson was taught. Tolerant behavior. What is right, what is wrong. I can not control how life is going to treat my children or what they do to achieve happiness this lifetime. I can control and take VERY seriously my mother role. I want the best for them, consequences and all.

No regrets, all learning opportunities. The phrases we repeat to our children, impact how, who and what they become.
Don't we have numerous sayings that we've spoken over and over to our children? They're almost countless and truly PRICELESS. Our children are oddly defined by who WE are. Who we choose to be. It's a kid thing. You watch your parents and you know how to behave or how not to behave. Keeping up a appearances, walking the walk, talking the talk, is what a decent parent does. It's a NEED for healthy development in any child.
***
SUCK IT UP BUTTERCUP.
Move on.
Be nice.
Would you choose to do that if you saw me?
Respect is given, trust is earned.
I, your mother, love you more than anyone in this whole entire world; I deserve honesty, whether I like what I will hear or not.
I will ALWAYS love you.
You ARE a blessing.
Do or do not. There is no try.
'I can't' is not an option.
You are a good person.
You make your destiny.
Don't complain, CHANGE IT!
Find the funny.. in everything.
Smile.
No regrets.
Learn. And if you don't the first time - it will be repeated for you until you do.
You are my everything.
***

By sharing with our young people, far too early (not yet an adult-cub of yours) experiences that are unhealthy, choices which possibly were dangerous, or past consequences - you roll the dice on how your child will process the information.
Again, once a child is an adult, little pieces can and do help your adult cub understand how life isn't fair, the result to choices, consequences for poor actions, etc.. Until adult-cub-hood, however this data is TOO MUCH for a naive mind. It just is. They feel like they're meant to disappoint, instructed to screw up, or worse yet, not capable or even motivated to be "good".. So sad.

Interesting it is then that Ms. C, I shall call her BROKE the law. Caused my child huge suffering and pain and yet I debate filing the complaint thus not getting her fired. I mull in my head what's right.
What's right is someone, especially an adult NOT HURTING AN INNOCENT CHILD!
Stupid B-word, I am so upset. She seriously can not think I won't do something or does she really believe she did nothing wrong, that her actions are justified because she felt she was protecting her child? What she did was ILLEGAL. She could be sued for heaven's sake. And yet, I sit, perplexed and calm-ish (LOL) trying to establish a true outcome from such a horrible experience.

Do I want it all taken away, erase the slate? Yeah, that would be nice. However, it is, what it is. My lil woman is smart enough and has enough back up and support she will get thru it. Now, to give her back something that was taken from her at such a young age - "There are lots of good people out there.." Wow, if a fellow mother sucks as a human being THAT badly, how do I give my wee girl back some of the faith lost that day?

Plea bargain, for an apology, face to face, with me present, in a location of my choosing.. Could this be the win/win my heart keeps searching for?

And why do people think they can f@ck with me? Because I am genuine and kind? Nice people just carry on carrying on without making a ruckus? Pfft, bull effing sh!t. Caring strong loving capable moms make things happen - and you probably don't wanna get on their "bad" side. Cos, the law - is - the law.

Grrrr..

... *sucks it up*
And as a momma, I pick up the pieces, get out the ole glue stick called love and mend her heart, her feelings, her idea of what is and what isn't, back into one piece.
I share with her a good story about someone she loves. A true story that warms her again. This true account makes her see how it isn't always as it seems. That good hearts sometimes make mistakes. That a choice never needs to be regretted, but learned from. Despite factual information on a private system, she knows, she feels, she is apart of something most beautiful. That SHE IS BEAUTIFUL.
... *rolling down my eyes, cheeks, into my mouth and across my make up face.. tears, omg, so many tears* ...

My dear sweet beautiful baby girl, I love you so very much. I am sorry you have to go through this. I am apologizing for this unfortunate event. I hurt more than you will ever know ~ until one day when you become a mom. I would never want to take this occasion away from you, you have learned something valuable. A life lesson. And I know how hard it is, truly I do, my precious lil one. We have cried. We have forgiven. Let's move on, slowly, forward, together... I am here when you need me. I am around when you fall. My hugs are free. My love unconditional. My heart full :)

Wonder Grrr Woman xo

PS. I do not want comments on whether you agree or disagree with me and my thought choices. I am rambling and writing to figure it out - I DO NOT WANT HELP. It is my job. I am worthy. I am capable. I am willing and strong.
Your "feelings" or even logical conclusions based on facts and studies will "make me" delete you. Do NOT fluck with me.
You may, If you would please, hold my hand along this journey and I do thank YOU!

Passive inaction is a way towards taking some kind of action,
without the satisfaction of having acted :)

UPDATE: Waiting is a virtue; Christmas is upon us. And frankly I AM a better person than she, I will wait for this life lesson...

Wow, Am I Pissed Off!

2010-12-06T13:17:00.006-06:00

Tempo Fitness ~ Canadian Tire,

Stephen Wetmore , (he looks pretty happy with life - guess he didn't buy a treadmill from Canadian Tire, then get the shaft from Tempo Fitness, lucky guy...)

G. Michael Arnett, Glenn Butt, Patrick R. Sinnott,

I want to return for a full refund, my hunk of junk treadmill purchased last Jan 2010 at Canadian Tire.
- I have my receipt and users guide as well as the "tools" and "lube" that it came with. The box the treadmill came in, was recycled.

I bought the 611T Tempo treadmill (btw: it's interesting how you can't get into the Canadian Tire Review Page to submit your actual true to life account of the piece of crap..) because there wasn't a huge selection of treadmills left after Christmas last year. BIG mistake.

Approximately 3 weeks into using it, a bearing blew out. Thankfully a machine shop is nearby helped fix the disaster. I continued using it - even with all the loud racket it seemed to produce from day one. Headphones became my running indoor treadmill reality. Hind sight, is such a kick in the bottom...

I hadn't used my treadmill again (due to decent nice weather) until recently. And guess what? IT SUCKS! After being on today for HALF of my workout, "the smell" happened, then, NOTHING - DEAD STOP, NO POWER, KILLED!

Yes, I am emotional and VERY pissed off right now. I apologize and am not attacking anyone directly, except for whomever built this piece of crap!!!!!

It's true, I got it on sale. It's true, I paid little for it, and it's equally true it's not worth a single dollar of what I paid for it.

Now let me get all "emotional and off on a tangent for you for a bit"This is irrelevant to you, but I need to say it, so here it goes...
(light listening elevator music insert here...)

I have a treadmill to help me deal with life. TRUE.

I am not on medication for my heart, depression, or any other mind/body challenges.

Not 10 years ago I was 320lbs.
I changed my life.

Exercise is a NEED for me.

I can hop onto a treadmill, and be taken to the land of endorphins ~ where only my mind and body and spirit exist ~ where it's just me, allowing thoughts, ideas, stress to come and go...
It is essential I have a treadmill, especially THIS MONTH OF DECEMBER - I can't run without slipping outside, as well as the minus 20 weather really isn't fun in the dark (between work and life)..

I have worked in retail and customer service. Which is why I am telling you EXACTLY what I need to solve my problematic challenge today.

QUESTION:
Do I return it to Canadian Tire East - Regina, SK - tomorrow for a full refund?
OR
Do I return it to Canadian Tire East - Regina, SK for a new unit, effective immediately?
OR
Do I sent it to you COD and YOU can issue me a NEW unit OR for a full refund?

This is what I NEED to happen.

I will forward this email to whomever I need to to get my point across.
I will not be taken advantage of, I will not stop until this has been resolved for me, and MY needs.

I await your reply, immediately.

Wonder Woman

I did send the email away with my "real" name and address :)
But just in case there is a perv out there reading this, I must protect the innocent ~ ME!
And my wonderful, not quite knowing how to stay out of my way today, loving family :)

NOTE:
Thank heavens for caring genuine friends and a loving trying to understand me family!

PS. Feel free to send this off to anyone who could make a difference and get me a freaking treadmill, SOON. And a new keyboard, I am pounding away...

And now I don't make sense, so I must go email away, until someone gets back to me...

THANK YOU FOR LISTENING :)

UPDATE: FULL REFUND!
Woohoo! Suzanne, you made my day - thank you :)

Alive & Well

2010-08-22T15:26:00.007-06:00

It lives!!!!

I do hope this brief glimpse of me has found you,

healthy, happy and full of fun, fun, FUN!

I will be back,

WW :)

PS. I am going to be a grandma! January 27th, 2011.

This ride is really becoming EVERYTHING

I could have imagined and much more!

Whoop!!!!!

Victoria Day - Hooray!

2010-05-24T09:10:00.004-06:00

It's been a while, life goes on as it needs to and I get shuffled through the life I have created. Which in whole, is pretty decent :) thankfully.

I logged in to try to delete my blog but keep my account active; pffft, apparently this is beyond my scope of hormone induced frazzled brain, it's a syndrome now: HIFBS. I shall refer to it as the latter from now on in.

Since my last posting what have I been up to? Hmmm, a hell of a lot. So posting is quite similar to cleaning - where the hell does one begin? Or shall I simply plunge away right where I can and hopefully something reminiscent of a post happens?

Sure, let us go with the flow...of mushroom soup from a can ;)

Did Vegas for my 40th birthday, hubby couldn't make it, just five ladies for 5 days - and I did the Learn To Strip class - too much fun! Vegas it so huge in such a small space. I was confused to how it's too much of everything. I loved the lights and shows and food and selection. I did not enjoy the vast amounts of people, and ages it took to get from point A to Point B. I also had too much on my agenda as this became obvious only the second day after arriving. I think I will "do" Vegas again, once more. Just to see if it's perhaps a bit less stressful once you know what you're in for BEFORE you arrive. I am certain THIS makes a whole lot of difference :)

Started at the Parks, hoping to work in the office this year and it looks like a few days out of the week this might just happen - yay!

Worked the Taboo show, so NOT my place. Weird huh? I guess in a crowd of "normal" people I tend to stand out. In a group of freaks, I submit into myself, attempting not to give up anything from myself; including sales and talking. Mind you I sure can roll my eyes and look completely disgusted all while being introverted. I come equipped with some phenomenal defence mechanisms. Yay @ surviving!

Still enjoying facebook - wordscrapper is too much fun!

Bought a bathing suit online - 3rd shot in the dark (I feel for you guys, really I do). First was last years bathing suit from hell - which I gave to someone about half my size and double my height so that the high leg openings didn't actually reach the breast area.. a hilarious and disgusting adventure that was! My second attempt was earlier this year, a 2 piece. The top cups didn't fit - fricking, no shit, seriously... My third trial was a brilliant success, it's beautiful and it fits nicely! Both my youngest daughter and husband gave their thumbs up! AWESOME! Then I spotted yet another fun beach addition (like this but in zebra black n white) and ordered it this week - cross your fingers for me, I wanna be lucky. I wanna get lucky! I AM LUCKY!

Kids are all still home. Samantha got a job for after graduation. She will be a dental hygienist - whoop! Damon is going to attend UofR and will be moving out again. *silent happy dance* Logan, not sure what or if he has any plans currently. Wee Danny, suddenly grew up with breasts and all (damn growing up thing kids do) will be doing her teenage role, as she is putting on a pretty convincing role of it already. Wowza, parenting the hardest "thing" I have done and by far the most rewarding.

Ran the Regina Police Run, and made decent time. I had trouble with my breathing which was a bit alarming but I trudged through the 22.5kms and didn't feel like death afterwards. SCORE! I, however did feel death came a knocking yesterday at the Echo Road Race, I couldn't breathe worth shit (wheezing and dizziness) and had a terrible run, horrendous time, and a shitty ass feel after the fact. I went home, bathed, cried, cried some more, ate something my husband was so kind to prepare (all white egg omelet - my favorite) and then cried a bit more. I spent the rest of my day trying to figure out the reason for my stupid breathing challenges. I have recently started taking over the counter allergy medication for the EVERYTHING I seem to have grown allergic too. But it isn't helping enough. I believe I may actually need a puffer, as it was recommended about 5 years ago to me, by a doctor. I thought I had it under control. However, sadly, not being able to breathe REALLY is a stupid scary feeling. I have another run in June and want to be back to "normal". NO more shit runs for me, I pray.

I have set goals for the summer to keep up my running. A "fun run" a month should just about do it :)

Reading, love it. Cozy and snuggled in my bed without puppies or people is my all time winner! I can not express what a rejuvenating experience I get from this very simple act in my life.

Date nights/ date days are equally my most fun times! Seamus and I have seen several movies lately. Two worthy of mentioning: Ironman2, which I liked a lot, and Date Night, a fun cute movie!

Four kids, 2 girlfriends, 4 dogs, 1 husband, jobs(Parks and my aesthetic shop), sports, activities..it's my life. A great life, it is :)

OVER AND OUT,

WW ;)

Marital Aids!

2010-04-04T10:26:00.002-06:00

Just for you Erik;
I have your back bro.
You asked, I shall show you...

WW ;)

Life According To WW - Wow

2010-03-25T09:39:00.005-06:00

I almost forgot my password to enter this adult erotic zone! Crazy. Life is a busy, fulfilling one, as per usual :)

People on facebook have been keeping tabs on me, and I have been gently stalking them back. Facebook truly is a wondrous tool!

Some facebook status and fun moments:

Wonder Woman took the "What were you in a past life?" quiz and the result is You owned a bordello.
...I don't wanna make excuses, but I was born 2 weeks premature, and I do remember hearing something about oxygen deprivation...
is eating ice cream right from the tub...
admits to knowing fully about her sugar addiction - mmmm icing :)
one word: Commando!!!!!!!
one word: Chafing!
...if Harlan Coben would just meet my ridiculously high standards of quality reading I wouldn't be such a mess, with 5 books on the go, none satisfying my appetite! Blah.
is thinking "Belly Dancing" sounds like a lot of fun with a side twist of fitness too! Who's in with me... Alice begins classes NEXT Sunday!
demands instant gratification, dangit!
wants to thank her husband for his quiet temperament when she is mental with hormones - I LOVE YOU SEAMUS!
chocolate donut, chocolate milk, 9pm = a supper fit for a goddess!

See everything is pretty much the same in the world according to Wonder Woman :)

Speaking of which, sex is fun huh? VERY satisfying. I will be working the Taboo Sex Show this year in Regina, selling marital aids ;) Now, seriously, could my existence be more fun? I thought not!

However, we all have goals, my goals for today include a run and a coffee date with a lovely friend. Yeah, that's it. My goals are being put on hold as I eat a creation I prepared this morning, and drink a coffee and listen to CSI in the background. Flashing lights and sparkles will also divert my attentions momentarily.

So about bikes, I haven't been on mine for a year. This summer I will ride my bike more :)

On the Brita water jug is a button to press, this button ensures you change your filter regularly. I have now pressed it thrice and I can't taste a difference in the water. I wonder how many times I CAN press it. Money making Enterprise!

Tomorrow is my last day at the ski hill. *contains enthusiasm heartily*

I depart for Vegas, after the Sex Show in late April - SO excited for that adventure!

And then the Parks job begins in May.

Ob-la-di, ob-la-da, life goes on, brah!... Lala how the life goes on...
WW...

PS. Looked in the mirror and realized I still have toothpaste on my blemishes from last night! Too funny...Life is just a bowl of cherries, eh!

2010-01-27T08:46:00.002-06:00

Word of the Day for Wednesday,

January 27, 2010

panjandrum \pan-JAN-druhm\, noun:

An important personage or pretentious official.

Need I add more?

Pffft,

I didn't think so ;-)

WW!

In The Life Of A Goddess

2010-01-19T14:59:00.003-06:00

It's Tuesday and my life rocks!

I bled, which really helps me become much more fun, happy and goofy. Back to normal!

I worked, I played, I loved.

Fitness classes have begun - I LOVE SWEATING!

I dated my hunky husband on Saturday - time with such a handsome, loving, strong man is always my pleasure :)

I went skiing - 3rd time. And I only screamed once ;-)

I had Goddess Day with one of my best friends last Monday - and then again yesterday with my bestest friend and momma. I also got a most garish and tacky pink purse - which I love!

Today, another great friend came over, we went for a run and then she set up my new evil torture devise - my treadmill. We tried it out, I almost fell off. She laughed. Bitch. *Giggles* Kidding, kinda ;-)

I currently have no hot water (pipe broke and was flooding the basement last night), I did a sponge bath thingy freezing my ample bottom, yet still I remain unfazed and happy. A little chilly, of course. But all smiles :-)

A warm cup o'java, homemade stew - stewing for supper, pups asleep, on the computer, relaxing...

Until 5:30, then I get to SWEAT again, with many fabulous women from around these parts!

Ah, this is MY life!

WW ...

We Were There!

2010-01-10T20:29:00.006-06:00

My Outline

I ventured out again this weekend - The Olympic Torch!
Pabsters, you should recognise Jillian and her hubby, Tim ;)
Yay!

Defrosted and ready for maybe, just quite possibly,
I will try skiing again this year.

My husband showed an enormous amount of patience with me last year,
I would be a fool not to try once more :)

Fitness classes begin this week - I'm ready to rock n roll!

(Neat poster eh?!!)

And even a spa date with a friend,

I have not seen in well over a year, is to happen Tuesday.

My highlight this month, definitely!

Working at Mission Ridge Winter Park,The Dee Spot,
Classes,being a goddess...

Wow, who could handle such fun?

PICK ME, PICK ME, PICK ME!

Yippeeeee,
WW!

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T10:21:00.001-06:00

Hmmm, what can I, do I, choose to work on this year? Ahhhhhh, a goal, per se to strive to achieve. Something that requires effort, without the dooming feel of disappointment if not achieved.

Last year I had the goal to answer the phone more, and go outside of my home when invited out by others into their homes, parties, functions.

I didn't fully succeed, however I didn't fully fall flat on my face either. I will continue to work on these points as well as adding the few others confided above.

Hell, when does this learning shit ever end?

Bahahahahaaaa,
WW ;)

AH HA!

PS. This year I will make an effort in:

... to be continued ...

I Need...

2009-12-30T22:04:00.006-06:00

I need, I want. It's always about me. Me, me, me, me.

Know what I seriously need?

Medication.

Ativan for starters followed by some nice Valium.

Perhaps a shot of vodka for the chaser.

Some days, positive thought does fuck all for ya.

Positively fucked!

Merry Ho, Ho, Ho!

2009-12-26T10:10:00.002-06:00

Wishing for you all, this holiday season, a time filled with smiles, laughter and yummy treats!

WW...

It's Safe!

2009-12-20T17:07:00.003-06:00

Whew, that was a close one ;-)

Thank you. For those of you that I ate and spat out - you f@cking well deserved it, retard.

Back to being my regular Little Miss Sunshine.

Ah, what a feeling!

WW :)

Less Sugar = Nicer Person

2009-12-17T20:10:00.002-06:00

I performed the impossible, almost, yesterday. I chose, as my daily goal, to NOT partake in sugary goodness, just for the day. Heck, it couldn't kill me right?

After 1 hour and 45 minutes I broke my goal, accidental. Seriously, I had just taught a class, saw some fudge a class participant had given me during Monday evening's class, popped it into my mouth and sucked every bit of sweet nummy heaven from it. THEN I REMEMBERED MY GOAL! Oy, at that very moment, chuckled to myself, sucked it up (literally), and gave myself a do-over.

Technically my goal began at 10:15am, not at 8:30am as indicated by my facebook status. Erik, hush!

My day went smoother. I wasn't a rambling energized rabbit on roids. Rather, I was the fitness goddess I so enjoy being. My classes KICKED A$$ - fun, energy, stable moods (note the plural on the word "mood", it's not perfect being a hormonal riddled thirty something woman people!!!)...

Today, I tried this "goal" again. Hmmm, hormones, whether we want to admit it or not, play a huge roll in emotional stability through out a woman's day-cycle-life. I'm crazy. I need to bleed. And thankfully for me and my family, I did not sedate myself in sweetness (literally, once again). Everyone is alive. For now.

Going to segregate myself, read a book, and not get pissed off at something that would logically leave me befuddled to my emotional responses. F@ck, it's going to be a bumpy ride...

Prayers are welcome,

WW :)

How To Lose Weight

2009-12-14T21:55:00.003-06:00

So, I have been asked during this holiday season,

"But how can I lose weight? I've tried EVERYTHING!"

Okay, first, why ask me? I'm a sugar addict for Christ's sake ...

Secondly, they so have not tried everything, they're still fat!

Thirdly, STOP EATING ALL THE DAMN TIME!

Fourth, maybe do something other than watch television or sit on the computer all evening long. MOVE YOUR ASS!

Stop making excuses ~ pity party HALTED, NOW!

What I really tell them is, "Eat less, exercise more."

Man, pms is gonna be a good one this month..

Oy vey!

WW...

Christmas is on it's Way...

2009-12-10T07:59:00.006-06:00

How exciting!

I love the brilliant tree lights illuminating my home over the past few days.

Especially in the wee hours of the morning. What else makes 5:30am tolerable?!

And soon, so very soon - CHRISTMAS will arrive :)

I may need a tissue, I'm so moist with anticipation!

Woo hoo!

Hmm, the above statement maybe slightly inappropriate.

Shrugs ;)

Have a most excellent day today folks -buckle your chin straps it's going to be a fun one today!

...is Rocking Out With My Cock Out!

2009-12-08T15:59:00.004-06:00

PG Rated - For all age types...

WW...

Why I Run...

2009-12-07T13:08:00.003-06:00

In order as they cloud my brain:

I run to...

.. get away quickly!

.. keep from being 330lbs, again.

.. say,"I DID IT!"

.. dodge crazy car driving lunatics, after all my middles names are, Danger-Sparkle -Diva ;)

.. - cos I can :)

.. train my mind along with my body.

.. have something to bitch about, then smile about, knowing it IS a choice.

.. sweat!

.. listen to and rock out to fun music, "I like big butts and I can not lie...".

.. push me harder than I am willing to be pushed normally.

.. fit into clothing more comfortably.

.. looking decent at 39 years old ;)

.. succeed more often, fail less.

.. have a good old chinwag with me, myself and I for about an hour.

.. make the time for me - body, mind, and spirit.

.. reap all the glorious benefits.

.. be motivated by others, if needed (is needed a lot these days in the freezing weather) ;)

.. realize what a goddess can accomplish if she really sets her mind to it!

WOOOHOOOO,

WW :)

Random Thought Of The Day

2009-12-02T14:43:00.002-06:00

If you don't have much jingle down below in your jangle you damn well better use your tongue unlike anything humanly imaginable!
Bigger is better in case he sucks in bed. He has to have something going for him. Even if it's purely a larger member with an equally larger brain.
Okay, kidding aside: Size is truly relative. Be good at what you do - no complaints - especially size issues.

Trust me, I don't lie :)

Often.

WW :)

Duh, I Remember Now!

2009-11-30T13:55:00.003-06:00

I was going through a few blogs and it hit me like a knife in the neck! People are fecking retards, for the most part.

Dear God, please grant me patience when dealing with retards.

Whew, glad I had someone to ask for help.

Amen.

WW ;)

Hanging Around

2009-11-20T14:35:00.003-06:00

Beginning of December add for paper...

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The Dee Spot
Esthetics Specialist

in Kitty's Beauty Parlour

141 Company Avenue

332-2555
　
... is renaming Saturday to, "Pierce A Part" day, in December!

Any part!

$5.00 off all body-face/ear/nose piercings!

Yes, you understood correct, ANY part ;)
　
Book your appointment: 332 - 2555
(Photo Id Required - Anyone under 16 will require a parent or guardian signature)

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The more time at home not feeling well, the more my mind needs something to do, so I create! And, oooooh it's fun ;-) Yeah, and it gives my fingers a break!

Bahahahahah...

WW ;)

Still Sick

2009-11-19T15:17:00.002-06:00

Okay, one more day.

I am giving my body TODAY to heal itself

and be done with

nasty cough/tired bug.

La, la, la...

WW :)

Hump Day!

2009-11-18T16:21:00.003-06:00

I'm sick. Crappy. However I have managed to exercise and or go for a run through out my silly set back illness/ annoying body break down.

Began Sunday.

Today I am a bit fevered.

Lots O'rest!

Tomorrow I will be that much more on my way to recovery. Yay!

Hmmm... I will share with you my add going into the paper next week. Grouchy feckers, you're allowed to be amused, hell even smile!

Yes, YOU!

******************************************
The D Spot
Esthetics Specialist
in Kitty's Beauty Parlour
141 Company Ave
332 - 2555

Seasonal Special:
Think tropical, feel the warm radiating heat spreading through out your whole entire being.
Yeah, so you need a vacation. Heck, I need a vacation. Let's do the second best possibility this winter season!
Every Friday is BRAZILIAN WAX DAY!

I'll supply the hot wax, you get to do the spreading ;)

*****All/any waxing booked on Fridays will receive a 20% discount*****

Fabulous Ideas for Christmas:

Gift Certificates are available!
Gift Boxes are available!
Manicure & Pedicure Products available!

One step beyond the G-spot, visit The Dee Spot...
332 - 2555 to book your appointment!　

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AND REMEMBER:

What goes on in Vegas, stays in Vegas. Except Herpes!　

WW ;)

I NEED to Be Out!

2009-11-06T10:10:00.002-06:00

Needs verses wants.

I need to be outside running.

I want to be a sloth and do nothing.

I need to get my booty moving.

I want to keep warming the chair I currently vacate on this morning.

I need to get going with my day.

I want the world to stop briefly, allowing me time.

I need motivation.

I want a house where as it's just me and a comfy bed with cosy blankets. My husband is also invited ;)

I need to pity myself less.

I want to snuggle up and read a book; dreaming of another land.

I need to be reminded of all my blessings.

I want to remind myself of my everything wonderful around me.

Off to the races...

Buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The Woman In The Yellow Jacket

2009-10-23T09:02:00.003-06:00

I debated with another title, "The Chick In The Yellow Jacket". This seemed a bit juvenile, considering the "chick" is almost 40.

And so, "The Woman", she will be. She will remain nameless.

She is everything you see, and much, much more. I have grown very fond of her. Her honesty, integrity, her charisma, her compassion for others, her ability to make most people smile, her wacky way in which she presents herself.

She is intelligent, but not a braggart. She's insightful yet allowing others to make their own paths, mistakes, adventures. She is everything and nothing. She's modest. Believing in human morality. Giving anything, everything to that belief. Maybe even sometimes when it might be dangerous.

She's a survivor. A true warrior. A gentle soul. A woman, I have grown to admire, love, and respect.

She has made errors, many. She will admit to this. Yet, she, has no regrets. She believes in living. Moving forward. Learning.

I sure wish she could visit more often. I like who I am around her, who I transform into, who I become.

Thanks Woman In The Yellow Jacket, thank you so much for everything!

God Bless,

WW ...

How I Feel, Mostly

2009-10-22T09:24:00.007-06:00

I feel appreciation; human kindness is a beautiful thing.

I feel confused, when restrictions are put upon me.

I feel love; the tone, texture and quality of someone's words spoken, directed to me.

I feel disappointed, as others must apparently not "get it".

I feel enlightened, as immensley intelligent people search for the same answers that I do.

I feel needed, when requested :)

Feelings! Oh yeah...

WW!

until next time...

Hi-Dee-Ho!

2009-10-21T14:03:00.004-06:00

Yowza, it's been a while, eh?

Not even snowed in, yet ;)

I've been a busy honey bee, lemme tell ya!

I have all four children back at home plus an extra (she was kicked out of her home and heck, why not?) as well as four large dogs (yes, four - three is town bylaw, but we refer to the fourth pup as a "constant visitor") and two parental figures (I am one of those, loooook out ;-) Oh, also the little extra woman child figure came with 2 bunnies and 2 chinchillas!

We live is a small bungalow, and I couldn't be happier, MOST days :) I believe we really need to create another bathroom tho. It's my only true annoyance. If ya wanna call it that. And, I can live without another bathroom. BUT, if my fairy godmother asked me, I'd ask for it!

My second jobs, have now come to an end, as they were seasonal.

I have applied to be an Education Assistant at the elementary school on top of keeping my esthetics's business open. People don't really care so much about pretty toes and waxing (furry winter Sasquatches) during our 9-10 months of winter in the Great White North ;)

Starting up fall fitness classes, again. This session Seamus my handsome honey, is going to tag team me in an hour & a half of pure "BLISS"! Some women are already commenting on facebook how "scared" they are. If it doesn't kill ya *evil twinkle in eye*...

Poor buggers, muahahahaha!!!

This week has been slow, relaxed and very quiet. How unusual and enjoyable! Getting kids off to school, others to work, making suppers, doing my running during work hours (waaaay less traffic from 9-11am), having a bath and not having to rush in the shower... I could get used to this luxury indeed-d-dee!

Real life, I can feel, is right around the corner, so I am going to take a few deep breathes and enjoy what I have while I have it.

Ah.

Beautiful.

Stay Classy My Blogging Buddies,

WW...

to be continued!

A Nice Big... Bonus!

2009-08-26T19:41:00.004-06:00

Hello!

Yup, still alive.

Thriving, busy, enjoying life :)

So much to say/ nothing much to tell...

Fall, sneaks in soon enough, hold on!

Until then, a quickie!

Client and dear friend bought for me, candy nipple tassels. Uh huh, yes, exactly!

Funny shit, really.

That night, put them on, surprised hubby...

And he "liked" them ;-)

Seriously.

Men, so focused on simple naked boobs.

I LOVE THAT! I love him, for being like that!

Snip Snap Snout,

I'm - OUT!

WW ;)

Hahahahahahaha...

Three Down, One to Go!

2009-07-11T20:14:00.004-06:00

Congratulations my son -

it wasn't easy...

but YOU did IT!

I'm forever proud of you my boy!

Just Another Monday...

2009-06-22T20:37:00.003-06:00

Just restraining myself, trying not to delve into the "everything" I've been up to.

You can take a wild stab at it tho...

PS. I highly recommend the fun!

Mmmm,

WW ;-)

A Full Life Of...

2009-06-11T19:29:00.003-06:00

Never lose "Hope"...

Party!

WW :)

This Is For The Girls!

2009-06-11T19:12:00.004-06:00

Words for Women to Live By

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything.

2. If the shoe fits - buy them in every color.

3. Take life with a pinch of salt... A wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila.

4. In need of a support group? Cocktail hour with the girls!

5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days).

6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it.

7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just your personality.

8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's okay. They know me here.

9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself.

10. Don't get your knickers in a knot; it solves nothing and makes you walk funny.

11. When life gives you lemons in 2009 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka.

12. Remember where ever there is a good looking; sweet, single or married man there is some woman tired of his bullshit!

13. Keep your chin up, only the first 40 years of parenthood are the hardest.

14. If it has Tires or Testicles it's gonna give you trouble.

15. By the time a women realizes her mother was right, she has a daughter who thinks she's wrong.

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Good friends are like stars.

You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Remember yesterday, dream about tomorrow, but live for today.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

WW ;)

Joke's On Vous!

2009-05-21T16:50:00.003-06:00

A teenage boy asks his granny,

"Have you seen my pills, they were labelled LSD?"

Granny says,

"F*ck the pills; have you seen the dragons in the living room?"

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Yeah, okay so I found this REALLY funny.

*shrugs*

Love me for who I am and who I am not.

Deal with it!

WW ;)

Cos' I'm A Learner!

2009-05-11T09:00:00.002-06:00

Word of the Day for...

Monday, May 11, 2009

bombinate \BOM-buh-nayt\, intransitive verb:

To buzz; to hum; to drone.

WW ;)

Irony...

2009-05-06T21:34:00.001-06:00

IRONY AT IT'S BEST

150 people get the Swine Flu

and everybody wants to wear a mask.

Millions of people have AIDS

and no one wants to wear a condom.

WW!

Thank YOU!

2009-04-30T21:33:00.002-06:00

... for the birthday wishes!

Twas indeed a fabulous day :)

Who else can say they had strangers (plural - more than one person) playing with their tits, on their birthday? EXACTLY!

Sweet mammaries...

WW ;)

PS. Got another job, with Parks Canada. It's seasonal. Benefits all year through. And a regular pay check. Ahhhh...

It's MY Birthday!

2009-04-27T20:18:00.002-06:00

39 and counting...

Relaxed at a mineral spa pool for the morning.

Boob squishing torture session followed.

Lunch by 3pm with yummy dessert.

My mom and my bestest friend from grade three, BOTH joined me.

Met up with my honey, bought our new laptop.

Eating and celebrating with the two munchkins still at home.

Time to unwind; a movie about a mouse...

Happy Day!

A Tisket A Tasket...

2009-04-25T21:04:00.003-06:00

A white laundry basket!

I was given a crap load of books yesterday, by a very generous client of mine.

Pabster has recommended, in the past, the book, "Stone Angel". It was amongst several other 'should reads' I have always meant to read. Ya!

Hooked to books, it could be worse. A lot worse ;)

Tomorrow is the Majestic's Car Show and the Taboo Sex Trade Show. I'm equally pumped! Okay, I'm leaning towards the trade show an eency weensy bit more; cool toys to buy! And the "feelings/emotions/responses" from attending such a fun place :)

Ahhh, it's pretty cool being me!

Today, my daughter (turned 13 last week), had her birthday party. Last week was Easter break so we planned for it this weekend. From 3-7pm I enjoy the company of a million of her closest friends! Alright, about 27, seriously. Ugh. We held the festivities at the fitness studio I rent. "Survivor" was our theme, challenges were the game. And not slapping the shit out of them was my goal; successfully completed I might add. WOO HOO me!

A few games on Wordscrapper and Scramble and I'm off to bed. Getting up every day at 5:30 for a run makes for early bedtimes!

Night,

WW :)

Three More Sleeps...

2009-04-24T20:25:00.001-06:00

And it's my birthday!

Yippeeeeeee!

Heh,

WW :)

Shit Sticks!

2009-04-20T08:51:00.005-06:00

Golly, golly, gosh.

This morning was weigh in (WEEK 3) and I stayed the same, dangit!

Shit sticks!

Yeah, it's better than gaining. I know. My goal is 3 lbs a week; this week I will have to lose 6lbs now. Good Lord! LOL

Oh well. I know where I faltered, so, it's all good. I'll stop eating all the icing off the cakes we consume for birthday celebrations, for the next few weeks. The dogs probably don't need to eat all the cake I discard. I just LOVE icing.

I will limit my obsession to ONE piece, that's it, that's all, no more, the end :)

AND, I really need to eat veggies. I hate em. Yuck. This week I will implement a salad a day to up my veggie intake. The drinking of water I have been doing rather good on, as my running seems to be taking off; last week I ran every day!

Some less, some more, some faster, some slower... it's a great feeling of accomplishment when I'm finished whatever "type" of walk/run/jog/wog ;-)

Believe it or not, today I feel pretty darn goddess like. Even without the scheduled 3lbs loss that was to happen. Odd. Interesting.

Oh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HANDSOME HUSBAND!

WW :)

Heh, heh, heh...

2009-04-17T15:57:00.005-06:00

WW ;)

My Journey - Journal...

2009-04-16T08:38:00.007-06:00

That darn D-Word. Or was I simply just a little down? People have ups and downs, I'm assured by friends and family (even the occasional therapist). My downs, are dark, deep, scary places lasting for days, weeks, and if I'm not too careful months. With the support of people that really do seem to care, I'm back :)

At the beginning of April I decided to take control of my life again. With this goal set forth before me, it was inevitable that the dreaded "change" thing was going to have to happen. It did. Happen, that is :)

My classes changed.

- I teach 10 classes per week, three of these are an early morning learn to run group which really has my spirits lifted! My stability ball class is more about balance and stuff that's new to me - hard for me to do. I'm having such a learning blast, feeling muscles I forgot I had! I was once at 8lb weights in class (most women use a 2lb, 3lb or at most 5lb weights) I was down to a 3lb weight, and still the energy wasn't available for me to use. I'm up to the 5lbs again and sometimes the 8lbs ;) It feel glorious - are those angels in heaven that I hear?

I have begun running again.

Even on the days I don't teach. MY run days. For me, and only me. I allow one day off a week whereas I typically have a pajama day - yay!

I hate running. LOL - A lot. But for my mind, running is like therapy for my spirits; they soar after accomplishing the run. Sometimes, I work through shit. Often, I just concentrate on running, moving my feet forward, not giving up, breathing, and of course the most important aspect of the run, a smile :) Cheesy? Yeah, but it works for me! Seriously, when my run is over life seems clearer; the clouds part allowing the warm sunshine upon me and for the rest of my day.

I weighed myself.

Last time I did this was right before surgery two years ago. I knew I was up. And I was. This knowledge didn't send me over the edge, rather the knowing has allowed me the courage to take some control back in regards to my eating behaviours. It's all good. And if I ever decide to make a fitness/running clothing line, I want the name to be "Chunky Monkey Gear"... Has a definite cute ring to it, no?

I am keeping a journal according to my:

Sleep patterns.

Emotional status.

Fitness fun.

Food choices.

One of my journal endings went something like this,

"I'm dying and starving to death!"

I wasn't. I felt like I was. I wrote it down. I laughed. I shared it with others and made them laugh. I succeeded in doing what was needing to be done.

I'm like an indestructible bug ;)

I haven't been watching television very much at all.

Perhaps an hour a week? Yeah, one program a week sounds about right. I, however have been reading - my escape from reality. And loving it!

In recent news:

Easter was fantastic. All four kidlettes were home Friday night, we did dinner/supper that evening. The Saturday our Easter bunny came (she got up at 3am to hide approximately 100 eggs - Mr. Bunny helped too) all the kids, 20, 19, 18, 13 hunted for the darn eggs! And then we made a big breakfast enjoying having everyone around for the last time for a while... truly a blessed weekend :)

This weeks it is little monkey butt's birthday (turned 13).

Next week my sexy handsome husband's birthday is on for Monday.

And the following week after his mine appears before my very eyes. I'll be 39, what a weird age. It feels odd just typing it ;-)

Hmmm, my life isn't really THAT exciting, but I'm okay with it, totally!

My blessings:

- a husband who loves me and treats me like a princess all depending on the costume ;-)

- four kids managing their way through life the best they can, learning so much all the time

- family support and love reaching out to me always

- a gaggle of well meaning, caring people around for me when I need them

- life, happiness, feeling good, allowing myself a cry when is needed (twice a year would be ample), feeling like I truly do matter

- etc...

Until next time - enjoy!

WW :)

BUBBLES!

2009-04-01T12:48:00.005-06:00

Bubbles

Blowing, making, popping.

Sticky, messy, wet.

Laughing, smiling, fun.

Exuberant, joyously unrestrained, childlike.

Yay bubbles!

Aw, now who doesn't love bubbles?

Naturally, I must point out the equally obvious and adorable baby face!

Aw!

WW :)

A Matter of Opinion

2009-03-31T09:00:00.003-06:00

You see, my opinion matters very little to anyone but me. It's required to aid my journey through life, as does that rumble in the pit of my belly. My words, thoughts, view points and objectives do not determine who I am rather they join forces with me, giving me the most bang for my buck, so to speak :)

I do not intend to perceive I'm more or less than anyone else. I'm just me. I like me; I like that about me.

I also have a difficult time with people who speak ill of so many others. Opinions, yeah they can come in handy, if asked about. However, we so freely give out an opinion without even regarding whether or not it's been asked for. Too bad society has come to think they know what is best for everyone else.

It's also too bad "news" is more about the negative. I dare a paper to come out with their heading in a positive manner every edition, for a year. Pffft, they couldn't do it. Could you?

I'm really too old, too tired and too caught up with making a fun, happy, smiling, laughter filled life to read about:

How evil women are.

Politics and why YOU could do better.

What bastards men are.

How police are deadly creatures imposing force upon unsuspecting, innocent people.

Why the stock market, PLUNGES to all time low.

Racism, white is the new black

In small doses, yes, reality is needed. As an obsession almost an OCD type rant is something I really don't want to, nor need to engage myself in. Especially, daily.

I'm a woman. I like fluffy, cuddly, nice thoughts. I've been plopped right into a life, living it isn't always a rose coloured sunglasses experience.

And so, I've decided, I'm in the middle of life right now. If you'd like to, please leave me a message. I wish you nothing but the most happiness :)

Thank you, come again!

WW...

Stay Safe Out There!

2009-03-27T07:48:00.003-06:00

I believe that says it all ...WW :)

Thrill Me Thursday!

2009-03-26T13:02:00.004-06:00

Wowza!

That IS a banana is your pocket after all!

Now, I just have to figure out that butt wiggling move ;-)

WW!

Double Dip Back!

2009-03-21T15:45:00.011-06:00

This is the "type" of swimsuit that catches my eye! The kind I can't wear! OY VEY! It's snazzy, dazzling shiny RED!

It ties behind the neck and with the low front, my breasts may sneak down to where my vagina currently holds awesome standing!

Sooooo, nopers it is :(

Ooooh, look they do make a swimsuit look damn tempting!

I love the colours together. White and black with a splash of pink, it's SO me. Yeah, and once it's wet, my nipples will be shown through the white section of the blasted bathing suit. GAWD!

Oh my heavens, I'm in love with this colour and pattern. How absolutely feminine and sexy and something I could wear!

I'm getting closer, if not right on the button, finally!!!

DING, DING, DING - I have found a winner!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe I'm THIS excited over something so simple. I found a swimsuit I think I could live with, for now! It's called a "Double Dip Back" from Ugena.com. I like the full coverage breast area/under arm, the lower cut back, and straps NOT cutting off the circulation around my neck style!

NOTE TO SELF: KISS - keep it simple silly!

I think I believe in Santa again :)

It won't quite look THAT good on me. However, I'm cool with that.

It's one of my favorite colours, green. It's the style I've been searching for without knowing what it was I was indeed struggling to find.

And with a pair of shorts thrown on top, I'll be one cool and comfortable kid!
Yes, I ordered it!

WW ;)

Motivate - it's how I roll...

2009-03-19T16:35:00.005-06:00

That's all, for now :)

March 2009

2009-03-18T15:22:00.005-06:00

Combo month = March 2009

I'm tired!

We've hit the (+) weather

and then

two days later we're back into the (-) weather

and

are due to return to (+) days ahead...

Yeah, I'm rambling.

I'm tired of hibernating.

I want sunshine.

And less than frostbiting blustery days.

I like the snow.

But hate the wind.

Spring needs to be sprung!

Tis March I suppose ;)

WW!

SWIMSUITS!

2009-03-17T20:46:00.003-06:00

It's warmed up to a balmy -11C today!

Tomorrow, again, another okay day at -20C. As I dream of summer ahead. I'm also a bit unnerved about that darn bathing suit dilemma posed every freaking year!

I'm beginning early this year.

I am looking for a swimsuit, again. After countless hours of searching, online, in stores, etc. - last summer I found, NADA. Zip! Not one fit me correctly.

So, this year I'm determined and working ahead of the clock, mulling through catalogues, online shopping pages, stores...

I desperately want a new swimsuit!

No tie up around the neck - my breasts are too heavy...
Need at least a DDD cup size, if not larger...
I want something bold and bright, like a blue - green - pink!
And comfortable!

Any suggestions, go hard! I'm all ears... so to speak ;-)

WW :)

PS. HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY!!!!

I Gotta Learn Magic!

2009-03-15T20:28:00.003-06:00

Shut The F Up!

2009-03-13T18:24:00.002-06:00

Whine, complain, moan, belittle others...

Shut the f@ck up already!

Guess we all need something to drive us; too bad for some it's some imaginative phobia stemming from probably a - one - uni experience. A waste of time and energy. Hence why...

Snip, snap, snout this tale has been told out!

PEACE,

WW :)

Sorry, the person you are calling...

2009-03-10T16:06:00.002-06:00

... is tied up currently and can't make it to your call.

Please leave your name and number

- your patience is appreciated!

WW ;)

Kids, Lazy?

2009-03-10T15:35:00.003-06:00

So, today I was asked to instruct a grade 8 -9 -10 gym class, to give em a good workout, a BOOT CAMP workout! Yeah!

Wow, I'm shocked. Shaken up a little even. Not only was there a TOTAL lack of enthusiasm, the respect was little if not completely nil. I'm flabbergasted. And embarrassed that these young people could not even do a fraction of what was asked of them. Both gym teachers did the workout, sweating, puffing, WORKING HARD - whilst at least 60% of the class did whatever was needed to make it look like they were participating; putting less than the e in effort! The 35% didn't even disguise their disinterest. Now, there was about 5% that maybe tried, and it's a big maybe. Some, apparently don't even change clothes and workout in their daily attire. I heard a lot of excuses, sore shoulders, knee problems, etc. What the hell - 13 - 14 - 15 year olds... Suck it up already! Pfffft, ridiculous.

Wow, just wow.

However with all that I was forced to witness today. I'm extremely appreciative and proud of my four creatures. Active, polite, doing their best, ... I think it's a treat night! Blizzards for all! Yes, rewards are part of my equation in raising kids. I will relay to them, my travels - trials - tribulations from my learning experience today and thank them for doing what is correct - right - expect of them.

I'm still in shock, I think.

Wow.

WW ...

PS. Those "little fuckers" probably isn't the most politically correct way of addressing kids, huh? I shall try to refrain ;-)

Dropped Ball

2009-03-09T14:08:00.004-06:00

I have as of recently dropped the ball with my links.

Apologies.

Please forgive me...

WW ;-)

Goals, Objectives, Focusing...

2009-03-09T13:19:00.005-06:00

Okay, I admit it, I'm goal/objective focused.

As of recently, reading has been a strong passion of mine. I jump from one book right into the next. Delving into each novel with both feet, anticipating the authors words as they dance before my eyes, page after page...

I tend not to watch a lot of television. And when the balance meter on the scale upsets, I watch too much television. Mind numbing story lines, program after program.

When I eat, I keep eating. I love food!

I enjoy a sweaty exercise session and then another, and another...

You get where I am going with this, I hope. If not, put back on your helmet and continue to lick those windows!

So, where the hell is this going you might be about to ask yourself. Yeah, well, April is when my "Learn To Run" class begins. I was thinking how I should really start training myself, before the encouraging of others is on. I, then needed yet another goal. Because, as listed above, I'M JUST LIKE THAT - I went online looking for marathons, charities, etc...

*Shaking Head*

It's true, I am contemplating running in another marathon. I'm freaking insane and perhaps in need of a prescription, QUICK! That is before I sign up and commit myself to this crazy idea... crazy talk... crazy action.

Diabetes, Greece, November...

Obviously a list of the pros and cons are in order.

My mind, it's a powerful tool ;-)

WW!

PS. All Goddesses should visit Greece at least once in their lifetime, right?

Simply Put, I'm Just A Softy!

2009-03-04T13:12:00.005-06:00

Enough about my ass,

click on the title to a most beautiful link!

Because I Am...

2009-03-03T13:43:00.002-06:00

What I have found out about myself according to my junk mail folder is that I'm apparently a limp, on a lucky streak, lonely, in demand, wanted in the work field, married, consumer of great -amazing-fantastic offers, not smelly enough, woman in need of a Russian bride and sex chat with someone named Nicole, or was that Nikki, no I do believe it may have been Jennifer...

Anyhoo, you get it - I'm simply messed up!

My junk folder's mail for today:

Feel and Smell More
New Products - details inside
Russian Bride for you!
Married and Lonely (this time it was Nikki)
Please Confirm Receipt
Your New Job
Chat with Me
Wanna See My Pics

And yet I manage to just barely get by each day knowing there is so much more out there for me... *cheesy porn music*

Naw, I think I'm doing okay for now ;-)

Later Gator,

WW :)

My Gift To You and You and You and Yes, Even YOU!

2009-03-02T14:10:00.006-06:00

Where oh where to begin...
Let's try here, with this book!

Author: Harlan Coben

Books: The Myron Bolitar Series

Where to Begin:

DEAL BREAKER - 1st Myron Bolitar Novel

DROP SHOT - 2nd Myron Bolitar Novel

FADE AWAY - 3rd Myron Bolitar Novel

BACK SPIN - 4th Myron Bolitar Novel

ONE FALSE MOVE - 5th Myron Bolitar Novel

THE FINAL DETAIL - 6th Myron Bolitar Novel

DARKEST FEAR - 7th Myron Bolitar Novel

LONG LOST - 8th Harlan’s new Myron Bolitar novel. Available March 31, 2009.

Type: Mystery/Comedy/Awesomeness ;-)

What to expect: Greatness, okay perhaps I'm a bit over the top. But seriously, I don't think I am. This series of reading material is just such a joy! A mystery. Lovable characters. Wit. Sarcasm. Intelligence with a quick humour aspect.

Myron is an ex-pro athlete, now sports agent. His favorite beverage is Yoo-Hoo. His best friends are an ex wrestler and psychotic friend whom I think I'm imaginarily (my word) in love with :) He is a mommy's boy. A man in his thirties, just figuring out who he is through his involvement in some pretty risky "murder/mystery/adventures".

I could never do the books justice, trust me, just this once, you will NOT be lead astray. Promise!

Comment: I have never read more than a few books from any said author, perhaps three tops the list. ALL these "Myron Bolitar" books were truly a fun imaginary trip beyond what I have ever expected in any author.

As I've mentioned before, I don't drink, smoke, do drugs, etc... reading is how I escape and regroup. I was recommended these books by no one less than, MY MOTHER. And reading the last book was almost like "coming clean". I knew it was the last book, at least until the end of March and I just didn't ever want it to end.

I have now begun a few light reads (yes, I seemingly am let down by other authors NOW), removing myself from my addiction to Harlan Coben's awesome wit and writings. I will require strength from you all. March just might be the longest month imaginable... Better stock up on chocolate!

Sigh.

I've been ruined for any other author... the shame, the guilt and pure adulterated ecstasy of finding such joy and hell, I'm not even menopausal yet! WOO HOO!

Out!

WW :)